of special squishies

Two exams down yesterday… another 2 to go. *shudders* I hope everyone did well and passes their exams! *fingers crossed*

Sunday, November 7th was my brother’s bday party. He turned 14 on the 8th. There were actually girls there. Okay, there were only two of them, or three, whatever – I can’t remember, but I kinda felt sorry for them because all the guys were playin PS2 or Gunbound and they were just there. Actually, I think they just chatted to a couple of the guys. It would have been nice to see them not alienate themselves and joined in the fun. *thinks ’bout herself playing Halo with the guys* bahhaha ^_^ I suck at it, but I’m one mean bish with the grenades ^___________^ teehee I stole some of his snacks, but quickly stopped as I had too much junk and felt rather sick and bloated. =P I guess that would teach me to steal stuff! Got really hooked onto Deli’s sweet chilli and sour cream chips …. aww.. they’re just divine! =D

I had to buy a cake for my bro, so I followed Beer Monster to a store I thought would be the Cheese Cake shop. Turns out, it was called “Cake-It-Away” I shot a look at BM and commented on the shop. *grins* He had the decency to look embarrassed, but defensively said, “Well, it’s a cake shop, ain’t it?” Hehe. There was the chocolate supreme cake BM had bought for my bday and I wanted to buy it again, but BM was like, “but your bro wanted chocolate mud.” *dragged eyes from chocolate supreme and gave a quick glance at plain ol’ chocolate mud* After a whinge, BM guilt-tripped my conscience: “It’s not your bday now issert? Give the boy what he wants” *sighs* On leaving the st0re, BM told me to take this road down that would get me onto Newbridge Rd. We went our separate ways and I followed his directions… and got to a T-junction that wasn’t suppose to be there. After 15 mins of winging it, I managed to somehow get back onto the road that I began from. A little annoyed, but largely relieved as I couldn’t remember any street names besides the one that I came from (which was Jack O’Sullivan Rd – it was funny, I think that’s why I remembered it), I called BM and plaintively told him that he told me to go the wrong way. Ended up having to look at the map to figure out where I was suppose to go cuz BM sucked ’cause he got confused where I was and cracked several jokes about typical, asian, female drivers with no sense of direction and who can’t follow simple directions. =P Bah! I know that I took the right road that he told me to. He eventually figured out that he was wrong though =D hehehe It’s so nice to know that there are guys who actually admit that they are wrong… it would have been equally as nice if I didn’t use it to rub into his face every now and again for the next coupla days. -_- i’m so bishy.

Tuesday, November 9th saw Terry Pratchett at Galaxy book store in the city… and where was I… AT HOME!!! =( *not happy* I had three assessments due in the next day and like your typical student, I left it to the last minute -_- I was also sick *cough cough* =P Gen. Hobo had sms’ed me in the morning, 2 hours after I had touched my head to my soft, wonderful pillow. Bleary-eyed and fuzzy-headed, I awoke and warring thoughts rumbled through my head as I read her message. My “responsible” side took advantage of complete tiredness and stressedness, commanding my fingers to reply back: “*wails* I can’t!!! i have 3 assignments due in tomorrow… Shit…” And fell back asleep thinking, “I really should go, it won’t take that long… Terry Pratchett!!! …. did I send the sms? *snores*” I can’t remember how Beer Monster found out, but he was ever so sweet to get me a copy of ‘A Hat Full of Sky’… with my name on it!!! BAHAHHA =D Terry Pratchett actually remembered my name from when Ruby got him to sign ‘Reaper Man’ in London. Fancy that, I feel so special ^_^ hehehe

Mmm.. crap I forgot that I have a CCNA class today… I thought it was a Wednesday.. but it’s not. =( It’s a Thursday… Too close to my Communication Theory exam. Ick… ick ick ick.. *shake fist at CT* I’ll pass u yet!!! Bish…

Keep this short or keep blogging…. hmm.. ah, Rurouni’s all impatient and he wants to sleep, bleh.. fine fine. =P I’ll finish *sniffs* there.. happy? ^_^ hehe *patpat*

of *evil*

BAHAHHAAHAH…. i’ve stolen some of my brother’s snacks. ^_____________________^

*makes a face* anyways… Beer Monster, my brother, his friend Michael, and I went to see the Lion King last night. Yes, odd bunch, but it was kinda unavoidable since my parents bought the tickets for the whole family, but my aunt called up and told mom that she was stressed and needed a vacation. So off my mom went about a week or so later to China and at the moment, she’s in Hong Kong. Neh, I digress… The Lion King was awesome. Loved it… it was just sooo absolutely amazing, the masks, the costumes, the set/stage designs…

I thought the supporting “actors” (for lack of a better term) were sooooo good as well.. Rafiki was so funny and she suited her role soooo well and has such an absoultely amazing voice. I was at first weirded out that they changed the sex of the baboon, but I doubt that there can be anyone else who could do a better job at it than her. =D

Bleh, I used “absolutely amazing” twice…. hehehe I think you get my gist ^_^ teehee

…addict? O_o

I realised something just then in bed… I blog in my head. Well, I have fragments of blogs in my head that I just gotta write out and post. I store them up, for later blogging, but I always seem to forget. =P Sometimes I manage to get them out…. sometimes they force themselves out… so, here I am at 3.22am, sitting in front of the computer and gettin these darn blogs outta mah head. -_-”

It’s thunderstorming outside. The rolls of thunder sends thrills down my spine, loving and savouring it as it rolls down my spine. It also brings out unbidden words that I want to blog-out. The gentle droning for the rain doesn’t help either, bring back those memories of sitting in Rei, listening to the drumming on the roof. *blog it blog it blog it*

Today… no sorry, yesterday was Anh’s bday. She turned 23. =) They had a party for her in the SSD labs, streamers, party food, cake, and all. ^_^ It was all very festive and I felt like an honourary SSD member as Anh forced me to take a plate of (Asian) cake and those Asian sweet cakey thingsy. Bun Bo I think they’re called =P

Spoke to Fadi (Fa-Di… or Fer-di, rhymes with Verdi the wine or Fergi which ever one hehehe) a lot today. He’s so funny… and even though there might not be a thing between him and Corporal Cow, it’s just too daym cute not to tease her about it. TEEHEE. But Corp. Cow’s has rules: “if you ain’t Azn, I ain’t dating you” and “you younger than me? Forget it.” Heheh… silly goose. She gets real defensive about it, which is just (again) too cute to let it go and not do it again. *cackles*

I think I might stop going into the SSD labs, I distract people all the time. -_- Brian, Corp. Cow, Fadi (aka Smelly Leb), Cecilia…. bleh. Feel so bad.

I was acutally doing some work for once in 23.22, but then I got an sms from bolt: “come down to level 5 if your free” He’s ever so polite that he wouldn’t ask me straight out. Remembering how bummed out he was yesterday (*correction* day before yesterday), I was kinda worried and took all my valuables, left my bag there and practically rushed downstairs…. only to find out that he reckons he had my weird dream that I had on Wednesday figured out. Pffft, make me worry bish! -_-”

We debated about the dream for a bit and I brought up the problem he had yesterday. Ended up sitting there for a whole hour, basically having a d&m. Even though it was serious stuff we were talkin about, he could always find ways of teasing me and make light of the subject, which made it pretty enjoyable: not too heavy and not too light ^_^. In the end, he said, “Wow, I never thought of it that way…. that kinda opened my eyes.” And I was thinking, omg! Finally he listens to me. I told his something similar a couple of months ago… but yea, it’s hard to do something you don’t really want to. Heheh, later on in the day, I was like… ick.. I hope I told him the right thing. -_-” But I’m quite sure he’s old enough and smart enough to work it out himself, he just needed a nudge here and there. =P

I was kinda peckish just before the OS tut, so I thought I’d eat in class. Opened up my bag and was greet with the waft of an enclosed pork roll. ick =P *does smell test on her new jacket* “Eeewwww *wails to pitter* my jacket smmeeeeelllllssssss of food!!!!” *pitter sniffs* “If that’s what it smells like, I don’t think you should eat it.” *squishies sighs* “Nar babe, that’s what it smells like… these pork rolls.”

“Pork what? Hey.. what’s this sandwich thingy you have there?” *feigns shock, horror* “How could you not know what a pork roll is!!! *describes what a pork roll is with visual aid and where to get it*” Pitter looked at it interestedly, took out his diary and wrote (yea, I peeked) “Go to Cabramatta for Pork Roll, call squishies”

Reshan wandered over and queried what we were talkin about. *holds up pork roll* “Ah, they sell them in Auburn and Viet-namatta.” I grinned, “Yea, that’s where I got them from… mmm pork rolls.” “So, can these rolls be vegetarian?” *wide-eyed shock* “Vegetarian!??!?!” I squealed. “Dude, there’s not point of gettin a pork roll if yer gonna be gettin a *distastefully* vegetarian pork roll.” Both of the guys were kinda taken aback at my vehemence. *slight pause* “What’s the point!?” I reiterated, plowing ahead. “You’ll only get carrots and cucumbers.” =P I then began to teach Pitter what goes best with pork rolls: fruit shake (wrote that down in his diary too). Pitter declared that we should make this an event, cause quite frankly he’s gonna get soooo lost in Cabra (sooo not what you wanna do there). Teehee… I was more than happy to oblige, though I think Corp. Cow should lead the expedition since she’s practiclaly knows the place like the back of her hand.

After class, I wandered down to see if Corp. Cow was done with her work *disturb disturb* Brian’s got such a nice smile. It’s one of those infectious ones that you can’t help but smile in return. =D *pats brian* He’s got a beard now!!! When I first saw it, I was like “Ick!!! You lazy bum! *points at beard*” *sheepishly touches his beard and laughs* “Yeea…. I’ve been busy.” *made a face in response* It looks kinda nice on him in that scruffy way, but I always like my guys to be clean-shaven *hits hint over Beer Monster’s head* ^_^ teehee, though scruffy is good sometimes. =D … just not all the time *makes a face*

There was karaoke at the Glasshouse Bar… and some guy was totally butchering “What’s Love Gotta Do With It”, much to Corp. Cow’s dismay. *shakes fist for her* We went to sit down so Corp. Cow could eat her KFC and saw BM + co. coming towards us. Corp. Cow squinted. “Who’s that? She’s hot!” I looked over and replied that that was Lily and the guy next to him was Ick (honest! that’s his nick!!!). She’s more cute than pretty I thought, especially since I know how lalalalala she is. ^_^ lol

Later on the train, we found out that Ick was bi!!!! It was a rather interesting conversation we had after we found out. Something to do with Mr. Fantastic Kitty Pants and Ick. *evil cackle* We ended up playing movie charades, which went pretty well… til I decided to charade “Shrek”. -_-# They suck. Crap clues my arse. I finally got them to guess a “sounds like” word, which was “deck”. And did they get it? Noooooooo *shakes fist* blardy….. bleh… sucky people. Neh.

We ended up at my place, watchin video clips on launchcast.yahoo.com (*shameless plug*?? nar ^_^ they ain’t paying me, though I wouldn’t mind some extra dosh!). “Someday” by Nickelback was goood. It was soooo sweet in the end. Heheeh.

And then the night kinda mellowed out from there. Ended up telling Quackers the reasons why bludg and I broke up. Sometimes it’s surprising how deep the hurts went for I still find tears springing up into my eyes when I talk about certain situations that had happened. And sometimes it’s surprising that it hasn’t gone and healed yet. I think I’m fine, I think I can talk to him again… but then something like this happens and I’m like.. ick, can I really talk to him face-to-face again without feeling that I need to get away? ICQ is fine, but he’s too “busy” to chat on icq. So naturally, I don’t think he wants to anyway, it’s the whole black and white thing he has going, and in the end, I don’t message him at all.

I worry though. Did I screw him up? Is he okay? Is he happy? *confesses* I read his blogs, does he have a gurl he has a crush on? *giggles* teehee, that would be cute. If he’s happy then a part of me will sigh in relief and settle down. It’s always nagging me, I want to talk to him, but I don’t want to stir up feelings that’s been settled and upset him or something equally un-nice. It saddens me that we can’t talk like we use to, before the fights, before the hurt, that it ended so messily. I never meant for it to happen like it did…

Quackers asked me a question that I’ve asked myself time and time again, “Have you forgiven him?” I’d like to say that I have, but I don’t know. Deep down inside, it feels like it will be a while til I’m able to talk about Germany and what happened without batting an eye.

*Shrugs and allows a small smile* Que sera, sera. Such is life…

of kids these days

[17:29] bro: hey
[17:30] bro: u better not eat ne sanks
[17:30] bro: snak
[17:30] bro: blah
[17:30] bro: sanek
[17:30] me: !!!
[17:30] me: snack!
[17:30] bro: food
[17:30] bro: yea

Perfect example of mybrother’s inability to spell… he’s turning 14 next Tuesday… -_-” kids these days…. heheheh it was kinda funny tho ^_^ teehee

He bought these snacks for his party that’s over the weekend and threaten me with consequences if I even touch the drinks and food he bought. =P Daym possessive I’d say. But somehow I just can’t take someone all that serious when their nick on MSN is:

YoU Are My MorTal EneMy!!! DeFEat Me!!!

;P teehee.. i’m so mean.

Edit: Hey! I didn’t want any of his snacks anyways! *makes a face at Joe*

art thou mad?!?!?!

Last Saturday was ‘Shakespeare Night’ at the Playhouse – a production by the Bell Shakespeare Company. I did the rounds, picking Mr. Fantastic Kitty Pants, My Le, and Valkyrie up; Beer Monster (aka Womble, Jellybean, Smelly) had dropped by 15 minutes earlier than the time specified… hehehe *whip cracks* XD TEEHEE … anyways…

Dinner was maccers and along the way, Lisa and Jarod made their appearance… it was quite a surprise that they knew where we were. *squints at Mr. Fantastic Kitty Pants* There was a problem with the tickets, as we went to pick them up. Apparently, we only had booked 8 seats…. there were nine of us. Beer Monster and I were like… eer.. no… that’s soooo not right, we booked 9 seats. Then Beer Monster pointed out that one transaction of 3 seats couldn’t have been $115, where there was a transaction of 4 seats was the same price. She blinked and scrutinized the monitor. “Oh, you’re right. Sorry about that, I don’t know why it wasn’t printed out.” *writes out a ticket* Thank gods Beer Monster was there, I wouldn’t have known what to do (besides stamping my foot and petulantly declaring that I did book 9 seats and paid for them… hehe I’m such a brat). -_-”

There was a lucky dip amongst the gurls to see who was gonna get the nigel seat (long story short: they stuffed up the seatin arrangements – we ended up gettin 8 in a row, and then 1 in the row in front of the 8). Poor, poor Goggo… heheeh, but it worked out. There were six seats in front of us that weren’t taken, and so during the second interval, Valkyrie had made herself comfortable next to Goggo. =)

The play was excellent. So much more funnier than the BBC version of Twelfth Night (though in its own right, it was excellent too)… omg!! The mooning!!! XD Crazy people. Bell Shakespeare always seem to make such wonderfully interpreted productions. Loved it.

We were suppose to go to Sheraton on the Park for dessert afterwards, but the play finished surprisingly late. =P Regretfully, we decided that we wouldn’t make it and so opted to bum at CityExtra instead. Met up with Sopheany and Corporal Cow there. The gurls decided that they wanted to go out for drinks and chat and catch up and stuff and so headed up to Brooklyn Hotel after Beer Monster and I had demolished our Chocoholic Irresistable Sundae *drools* Gods, it was good. The waiter was cute! ^_^ I kept gettin him mixed up with another waiter though… o_O I wonder if they’re brothers? *mental slap* ^_^ He was heaps nice too. The chick who brought out some of our orders weren’t nice though. *grrr*

(geez, there were a lot of ‘and’s in that paragraph… go my engrish ^_^” gomen ne)

Couldn’t go with the gurls ’cause of stupid OS assignment that was due on Monday, so drove Mr. Fantastic Kitty Pants, Jarod, and Lisa home… well, Mr. Fantastic Kitty Pants to Jarod’s place cuz they were having a mini slumber party ^________^ TEEHEE jk =P Mr. FKP had to be up at uni early the next day, and so it was only logical that he stayed at Jarod’s place in Sydneham, save him the trouble from catching Shittyrail =P

of oddities #2

You know when you’ve used the computer for far too long when you use the mouse cursor to point something out in Real Life… and feel really stupid afterwards when you realise why it wasn’t working in the first place. -_-”